Nothing really new

Honestly, I don't have much news to tell you guys but I have a few pictures of myself I guess I could show you. I felt bad about not posting anything but I don't have enough to actually post about. I'm starting to question why I have a blog, because I seriously do not have enough going on in my life to be posting, and I feel bad if I don't post at least once or twice a week...... 

Okay, so my hair is in this kind of like messy bun thing and don't mind my silly faces, but I got super fun and taking these pictures made me giggle a bit so. That's all for this time, I'll try and have something more for next time!!

Disappearing

I know it seems that I haven't been invested in this blog lately but trust me I am, I just had a lot going on, a lot of moving around, and I just haven't been home long enough to sit down at the computer and write. No, I have not disappeared off of the face of the Earth, I am here, I am back, and I am ready to write! 

Alright, I guess I will start off with the more recent of activities that has caused me to lack in writing on this blog, and possibly one of the biggest reasons why. About two weeks ago my parents left Canada to go to Cuba, and me still being in Canada, they couldn't talk to me. Normally I have no problem being alone, I mean I was pretty okay up until I watched a few horror movies. I watched some because my friends made me, and the other I knew I liked but still got a bit frightened at. I could have easily stayed home by myself and gotten over it within a day or less, but I got sooky towards my boyfriend and his mom offered a place to stay, and so I ended up there. I didn't mean to stay any longer than one night because I only packed enough for that amount of time, but it kind of looks like I moved into his bedroom now. I've kicked him out into the spare room, and took over his bedroom. So I've been here the last four or five nights now and my parents are finally back from Cuba, so I'm going back home today and just ready to relax a bit. The reason I couldn't post is because not planning on being here any longer than one night means I brought all the minimal essentials, and that means no computer. I ended up bringing it up afterwards but there is no good plug-ins in my boyfriends bedroom, none that isn't being used anyways. I managed to charge it though and here I am.

Another reason why I couldn't really post here is because last weekend, Saturday night to be more specific, I had a small party and clearly had no time to get on a computer for anything. Friday I was asleep at like eight o'clock, and all Saturday I needed to clean the house for people that were coming over, then clean up myself and get ready for an awesome time, then Sunday I still had a few people over and we were spending the entire time cleaning the house. Plus, if you drink a bit or have a party and stay up late, you know you don't want to do anything that involves getting up, unless absolutely necessary. 

Besides all that I've had a load of homework that needed to be done, not saying that I'm done now because it keeps getting piled up on me, but I have more time now to actually post something, and I'll be doing my homework later on, as it is the morning. So, here's a few pictures of the St.Patrick's party, of my awesome new substitute teacher, and of my new art project that looks really bad right now.

First tattoo

I'm working on the first tattoo I plan on getting either at the end of this year (because I turn eighteen in October) or the beginning of next year. I actually might wait until my dad's birthday because the tattoo I'm getting is dedicated to him. I'm obviously going to get him something as a birthday gift but it might go along with it, sort of, in a way. I'm not exactly sure what it's going to be yet, I am slowly working up an idea. I have one thing I printed off that I liked online, and it has a quote saying "He loved me first, and stole the key to my heart" and I'm not sure if I'm going to keep that or not, and under the quote it says "Daddy's Little Girl." No matter what I get it's not going to say that. It will have "Daddy's Little One" instead because as far as I can remember he's been calling me "little one" because I'm his youngest daughter so it seems at least a bit more personal. I have no idea what he's going to think about it, especially because he hates tattoos usually, he hardly nodded when he saw my sisters last tattoo she got, but he might have more of a reaction where it's for him. I'm excited to get it because I've wanted to get one for him for the longest time now, and now I can go away to town for a few months, and come back with a tattoo that no one knows about. I'm really in the mood to draw it all up and make it how I want it to look but at the same time I feel like I lack the actual talent at the moment. Has anyone ever felt like that? Like you can usually draw pretty decent, then just one night every now and then you can't really draw as proper as you usually do? Yeah that's me tonight. 

These are the two that I liked when I searched up "Daddy's Little Girl" tattoos and I'm leaning more towards the second one. I printed it off for now and decided to just look off it as a guide because I want to add my own stuff to it. The quote might not even stay there, I haven't decided if I really do want that on my body or not but if I don't then I'm just going to go with the first picture because all that'll be left is "Daddy's Little One" and the locket would have no point. We'll see.

Not so eventful, but eventful for me

Alright so, this isn't so interesting compared to what you guys go through because you have more of a life than I do, but I really feel the need to make a new post, plus, it's somewhat eventful for me, because I have no life. My life revolves around books, books, and more books. Okay, so here goes. 

Okay for about two weeks now I haven't been sleeping well, not really sure why but I assume the constant studying is certainly a contribution. Anyways, I'm running on about 12 hours of sleep within those two weeks and to stay awake during classes I started drinking coffee, at first I thought it was awful, but now I like it so coffee has become my best friend just like my cousin said. I also missed my biology test because I didn't sleep the night before, and my dad came out into the kitchen the next morning, I was passed out on the floor with a cup of coffee in my hand almost falling over. He asked me what was wrong, and I guess because I was so tired, I started to ball. I was crying my eyes out and I don't even know why. Afterwards, he told me to just go back to bed and even after telling him I had a test he still convinced me to go to sleep. I slept for about three hours and woke up again. Another "interesting" event that managed to happen this week is that I somehow got an eye infection, in both eyes, and I know it wasn't pink eye because I've had that before and this was just totally different. I thought it went away but it came back again just a few hours ago, except it's bad in my left eye, when it was bad in my right eye last time. On top of this horrible infection that causes 50% blindness in each eye and my eyes to stick together, I ended up catching the flu worse than I have in years. So it was a double wammy. But wait, that's not all. After getting just this horrible head cold, I ended up getting stomach sick.... yes, I am giving a glare face to the world right now. Triple wammy! I had to stay home for two days, well, one we had a snow day but I was going to stay home anyways so it doesn't change anything. This horrible pain is really interrupting my study time. 

So, I'm pretty sure you can see the red in my eyes, but in all seriousness, they were a lot worse than that! They just look pink in the pictures but they were honestly red as blood. I am not joking. And it's all full of pus. Not fun. It's horrible actually. But yeah, those are my eyes. 

It's time to buckle up.

Well, it's one of two most dreadful times of the year for all those in high school : Midterm time. I probably haven't been studying as hard as I should be but I spent five hours yesterday studying for biology and four hours the night before studying for biology. And tonight I think I spent.. well, I'm not exactly sure how long I studied second level math for, but it was at least an hour. My exams start on the twenty-seventh of this month so I still have a little while. But I do believe I have to get hard at it. I know a lot of people don't even put it half of what I have already but I really need to study because this is my last year and I really need to do good and it actually means a lot to me. Never in a million years did I think I'd be where I am today. Not ever did I think I would apply to Mun and get accepted (temporarily for now). I am so glad that I am where I am though. Right now, I may be going through sleepless nights and it may seem like a long stressful life but I know it'll all pay off in the end. That's why I really have to study. I feel like all of the studying in the world isn't enough studying right now. I have two math exams, one English exam, and one biology exam. Biology has a lot to it, and math is just hard in general, let alone having two math courses to do. I have to try really hard not to mix the two up. And starting tomorrow it seems I'm going to have to stay up extra extra late to study so I can get everything done and actually know it and understand it. I feel really bad not studying longer than I did tonight but I also really really don't want to but I can also say "I studied last night" tomorrow, and I know majority of the school can't say that truthfully so it's eh.

This is my baby boy, Misty (I call him Mist for short), trying to stop me from studying. This was the other night, where I was studying for five hours straight and he kept bugging me and bugging me. I gave him food and drinks and asked him if he wanted to go outside but noooooo, he just wanted me to give him attention by sitting on my books! God love the poor old kitty.

Sorry..

I really do apologize for not posting nearly as much as I'd like to but with school starting up I have been super busy, and I've been extremely sick for the last few days. The worse part is my head because I have a splitting migraine and no amount or no type of medication can help it. I try to do stuff and I would really like to get things done but it's just so hard to move and write and sit up when your head aches each time you move or focus hard on something and I seriously need focusing when it comes to biology or math. What I'm trying to say is, I probably won't be very active until after midterms which is after January, but I'll try my best because this blog still means a lot to me!

One year!

Today is the day that I've been with my boyfriend for a year. It was year at 1:05 PM to be exact. I'm so happy and so grateful to have someone who cares about me just as much as I care about him. The last year we have been through quite a bit of stuff. Some of those things were amazing, and some not so amazing. But no matter what, we made it to where we are and that makes me so happy. I'm so glad to be able to brag about one of those amazing people in the world being my boyfriend. Honestly, we didn't do anything very special for our big day. I don't like going out much so instead, he came here, we lazed around and we ended up eating pizza and wings and I think that is so much better than going out to pay for a 100 dollar meal that tastes nowhere near as great as pizza! I love you so much, Cole. I'm so glad we made it to where we are now. It doesn't even seem or feel like a year together but I guess that's what happens when you're having fun. I thank him for so much and I can't even think of where to begin. <3